* it Sounds so selfish But i can't help , but think that if you knew much i needed you .. you'd stay cause * I hate your phone calls In tha middle of the day . Cause all you do is remind that my baby is so far away . It drives me crazy Cause i need you with me . I know it's time For you to .. understand when i say that I don't want to feel this alone Everytime you walked out that door I start missing you Wish i didn't need you this much , but i love how it feels when we touch . I can't help it I hate goodbyes I hate these tears in my eyes .. I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime I've had enough I'm sick if wishing he wad a round me everyday .. every night it way to much I hate love I hate love I hate love " i Love ittttttt so much "