oh blesan
this is alovely idea, i love to write my memories day by day, but i think that the most important thing i always think about is ]the basege i did not take and the choice that i did not choose.. you know what i mean ,? it is so hard for me when i think
what if and what if
in my life there is abig day in which i still do not know if i did the right thing or not , i dont know if i will ever know. i can not forget that day ,,i was the only one who said NO everyone in my famely was happy but i said NO and their happenes went away , but it is my future no one will care and know as i care and know . when i say that i dont know if i did the right thing or not i mean just that i do not know if i can
make them happy like the way they were happy that day
all i can say is that i will work fore it
so i just want them to forgive me because i care so much about them
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thank you so much .
blesan ,you are a creative kind person